January 2011
68 posts
Seeing Joe hold Jolie made me fall even more in love with him than I was before. And sitting there with him, watching her play just felt really good. Like, I know I’m meant to be with this man and I am meant to spend my life with him.
So this morning I was listening to the radio and they were talking about how women that are very independent are usually single. They were saying how Jennifer Love Hewitt picked out three engagement rings for herself so that when/if she ever gets engaged, the guy will have some rings to choose from so he doesn’t get her one that she doesn’t like. She sounds like she has a stick up her...
Today was pretty good. I had an alright day at work. And of course seeing the love of my life makes my entire day 100% better. Being around him makes me feel amazing. I always feel so loved whenever I spend time with him. I know I’m a brat sometimes (or all the time), but I do know that he loves me. He’s my best friend. I need to marry him.
another disappointing day. im learning not to expect as much from people.
when is anything ever going to be about me? everyone else comes before i do.
It freaks me out seeing a ton of girls I know getting pregnant. They all have the same story. They’re in a relationship with the guy, they have sex, they get pregnant and the guy leaves. And then the girl is on her own to deal with the struggle of having a child when she can barely support herself. Why are people so stupid? I’m not against sex before marriage at all, but if...
I lied. I’m really sad that the brownies fell off your car.
“Get a job and stop sucking on your mom’s tit.”
– Gavin
i am emotionally drained and i dont know what to do with myself. nothing i do is ever good enough for anyone. not one person i know is proud of me for anything that i’ve done in my life. everyone just wants more. maybe this is all i am. maybe im going to be this person forever. why is that such a bad thing? no one appreciates anything i do. i dont think im a bad person. i dont think my life...
8: If you could live anywhere, where would you...
I’m skipping day 7. I would love to live in California. I love the beach, even though I hate the sand. And the water. I just think it’s really pretty. I know it’s really expensive to live there, but I’d at least like to stay there for a year at some point in my life.
6: Name five things from your wishlist.
1. I wish I could spend more time with Joe.
2. I wish I had a car and my license.
3. I wish I had a better job, but I suppose I just have to deal with what I’ve been given.
4. I wish I had a better relationship with my parents.
5. I wish I didn’t have to worry.
5: At what age were you the happiest?
I would have to say, when I was little I was definitely the happiest. I had an amazing life. I was completely spoiled because I was an only child, and the only grandchild of my family for 5 years on my mom’s side, and 2 years on my dad’s side. Being at my Grandmom’s house and spending time with her is when I was the happiest.
4: If you could choose a time period to be born at...
I forgot to do these. I don’t think I would choose another time period to be born in. I like the one I have now. I wouldn’t give up my screwed up life in 2011 for anything. But I would definitely love to go back in time and see my Grandmom when she was my age. That would be incredible. She was so beautiful.
I can’t help it that I miss you. I never see you. I haven’t seen you in a week. I can’t help that the lack of attention I get from you kills me. I don’t expect you to be thinking about me all day every day. I know you’re busy. You work all day, and then when you’re not at work, you’re with your friends. I really only expect one hour a week with you, if...
My mother is the most immature and abusive person I’ve ever had the displeasure of knowing.
3: What band / musician is most important to you?...
The only band that has ever really had any meaning in my life is U2. They’ve been in my life for as long as I can remember. I grew up listening to them with my dad. I think they’re really the only thing I’ve ever bonded over with my dad. I’ve been to two of their concerts.. Two best experiences of my life.
I hatehatehate being here. I’m stuck in a tiny fucking room with my entire family. I’m going to kill all of them. Like what the fuck.
Truthfully, I’m not one bit excited for my family’s trip to Colorado. I hate not being right down the road from him. Knowing he’s not just a minute away breaks my heart.
“waiting for nothing.”
2: What is your stance on religon? Would you...
I was baptized Catholic, and I think I believe in God? But when I go to church and everyone is saying the prayers out loud at the same time, I feel like I’m in a cult. It just sounds really creepy. I think the idea of God a good thing. Sometimes people need something bigger than themselves to believe in, and there’s nothing wrong with that. I don’t believe every word of the bible...
“I am a fucking idiot.”
1: Name two of the most significant people in your...
I really only have one really significant person in my life, and that would obviously be my amazing boyfriend, Joe. He is my best friend and my soul mate and I am truly blessed to have found him. I have grown to love him unconditionally and plan on spending the rest of my life with him. We have had a lot of rough times (A LOT), but working through them has only made us closer. Our relationship has...
Heck Yeah Tumblr Challenges!: 30 Day Personal... →
heckyeahtumblrchallenges:
1: Name two of the most significant people in your life and explain why.
2: What is your stance on religon? Would you affiliate yourself with any?
3: What band / musician is most important to you? Explain why.
4: If you could chose a time period to be born at , which one would it be and why?
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Natalie is having one of her relatives bring me some Ketchup Chips from Canada when she visits on Thursday. I’M SO EXCITEDDD!! Most likely they’ll be totally crushed because they have to go on a plane from Canada to here, and then from here to Colorado with Derek. But I don’t even care, I’m so happy. Omg.
It’s so flippin cold in this rink. I guess they took all the...
